You Look Angry When I Am Beautiful: New Tenants

You Look Angry When I Am Beautiful

Musings of a Man with his Muse

Friday, April 25, 2014

New Tenants

I watch as the new tenants,
A young man and a young woman,
Move in across the street, third floor balcony, directly opposite mine.
I am on the second floor. They moved in two weeks ago, I believe, and
So they have not yet become fixtures in my associations of the place.
I am not certain what to make of them.

I do not see them as I write. Although they are
There across the street over the balcony rail, through
The plate-glass sliding door, I am looking at myself.
Although I am seated in a green plastic chair stacked in a second
Green plastic chair factory-molded to stack thus for easy storage,
What I see derives from other earlier places and previous points of view.

How many tenants have I known?
I look up across the street, thinking back.
I recall ideas of persons.
I see the associations I made.
I am looking at myself.

The immediate specifics
(the dark-haired man wears a painter’s hat over his hirsute mien, dark T-shirt, faded jeans; and the paler woman of womanly build, long light-brown hair, pale belly exposed by her too-small shirt above the hip-hugging sweat pants with slightly flared leg-bottoms)
Come to me on the page, only to the page from memory.

My eye turns inward in order to describe them, and
What I choose is of myself.
I am here on the balcony.
I am also looking back, at
The page, and back again. In that place, where
Am I sitting, over
What rails and through what
Glass am I looking?

I do not know what to make of it.

KLK
1/11/2008

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