You Look Angry When I Am Beautiful: Piso Mojado

You Look Angry When I Am Beautiful

Musings of a Man with his Muse

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Piso Mojado

                                    For Bill and Caroline


Do not despise the days of small things easier for
A camel to pass through than for rich men.
For the rich hire cars without thinking but
A camel would not be here or think much
More than a person not exposed to this.
For you find your mind where your treasure is
And follow what you value, thinking this
Is all but wanting more, wanting when wet
To be dry, ride when walking, to not think,
Not think at all when you feel disappointed,
Annoyed to be anointed, to be at all.

You did not choose to be here, not like this,
Not to be born, let alone baptized by
These random elements out of the air.
Where you are is where you are so be there.
Be here and pay attention, valuing time,
The sound of your soles on moist pavement making
This street a part of something more, a path
That leads by grateful steps to further doors.

If you were in a fishing village, shops
Filled with T-shirts and tourists what would you
Make of that if you find this nothing nothing
To pay attention to? See the trees if
You like, if granular details please you.
But what are these impressions without you?
What do you bring to forest this deserted
Road lined by dripping pines and poplars while
You walk alone in places others walked?
This is the place you must choose what you leave
And what you take away, where you are now.

Let this be the site where you make your church
And gather your associated thoughts,
A meeting place for revelation, or
Go on alone with only scattered notions
Which dry and fade like T-shirts over time,
This pavement left behind, beyond salvation.

Often the outside fails to keep the inside
Alive through shrouded moments when a veiled
Imagination lays too few bricks here
For a foundation worthy of attendance;
This congregation of missed chances sheds
Evaporating tears as petulant
Clouds thin and misty disposition clears.
Even if all is stone gray narrow as
A needle bounded by a nutshell you
Must not avoid these feelings of unease
But pause as with the roses for a reason,
And gather grace among the tiny hands
Which build the rainbow while they kiss your face.

How quickly senses flicker like a little
Ticklish instrument, a consolation
Of those impressions signifying nothing
Most of the time if you let them drop by,
But offer a key to Heaven's gate when you
Open yourself to something unintended,
If at the crossroads for a ride not taken
But wait, while wet leaves weep and tap
A coded dance among the trove of lost
Pleasures, a cloudy day viewed with clear eyes,

Where you find that delight from simply being
Rising from this wet pavement like missed
Syllables hissed with smiling lips in words
Unspoken in a language never learned,
And by chance ever after you may yet
Find under sunny dispositions more
Content than previously tended to
Shine from the noontime shadows sovereign
Shrined bliss, a ticket rediscovered in
The pocket of a raincoat with a dollar
Recalling long forgotten love returned.
                                                                                        


                                                                                                KLK 12/20/2008
    

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