You Look Angry When I Am Beautiful: May 2014

You Look Angry When I Am Beautiful

Musings of a Man with his Muse

Sunday, May 04, 2014

The Light in the Dark



The night sky clears with coolness of the air
As I hear footsteps on the sidewalk passing
Below my balcony.  A query of where,
That solemn sound through white sounds of solemn night,
A soothing noise, could this stroller be going
Arises in the mind, a distant light
Triangulating ears, a way of knowing:
Uncertain knowledge, fractiously imparted
Through the ears to the mind, where all this started.
Salubrious night, draw the shades and keep
These intricate suggestions till I sleep.

It could be there are answers of import
From alien evidence, meanings revised
When reviewed soberly by day, but now
Only half-known night thoughts emerge from shades
Peripherally, a far-off car alarm,
A barking dog, a tooting horn.  For whom
Are those a message? They intrude without
Connection, and from somewhere meaning comes,
Not random, intricately sensible,
From a collection of details compiled
Of intimate experiences so close
Even an absent lover's whisper is distant
Against it, this intrinsic faculty.

We miss what is not there but also make
From myriad memories, attenuated
By time and something more, a phantom world
Imbued with shades we know, inspired of wind
And sound, and stars, the diamonds of the mind,
Even as smoke rings stratify themselves
In this night's air, like avatars of clouds
Expelled of a lesser heaven against this sky,

Measured acutest at its vanishing.

Sudden Returns

            for Mihai

Places we have been
Stay with us
And the people we meet
Stay with us.

In conversations we have
Later, we hear their voices
Again; we see in other faces
Those faces we knew
In other places, and we
Are reminded of where
We met and talked and laughed.

When you live with people
And love them, they
Stay with you,
And when you love people
Any place, those places
Stay with you.

One day, perhaps tomorrow, or
Maybe next week or
Next year

You will walk down a tree-lined street
In a city past
A cafe, and a cup
Clinks against a saucer, and
A wind moves
The leaves of the trees: You

Recall a bright stretch of empty beach,
Her face framed by wisps of sunlit hair,
Her voice laughing through the breeze,
Applause of waves on the sand,
The sound of the ocean,
Again and again, again.
                                                                   KLK

                                                                   2/7/05